i realised..

i finally realised what i wanted. i finally realised why i do certain things this way and certain things in another way. i realised so many many things!! ytd night was awesome, it woke me up from whatever dream i was tryin to weave for myself. i had to share my excitement with someone, you of course. i feel very much like asking you out tomorrow, but i think its best i wait till you ask me out when you're ready.

YAY, we've finally reached mid week. things are getting much better now. i just cant wait for my weekends! ((: oh yes, i had a horrible sleep. my leg was giving me so many problems at night that the pain made it hard for me to sleep on. dont worry, its not thoughts of you that kept me up. im so at peace with myself now (: wee! still, do behave on weekends, for us - ok?